February 2012
I have no one I’d automatically go and talk about this shi with. Fuh. Really wish I had that friend.
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I’m so jealous of groups of friends that are so close to each other. Or people who have really close/best friends. It’s really fun and inspiring to see all my friends super happy and stuff, and honestly it makes me happy too. But then at some point I sit and think, wow… I’m still trying to figure out where I belong.
Telling you now, if you have a good group of friends,...
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I miss you. I kinda wish I had someone to talk to at night again.
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To be honest, I’m starting to care less and less about this situation. Because the more I think of it, the more I realize… hey wait, my future is gonna turn out better this way. Because if things were different right now, if things hadn’t gone badly, I’d probably slack a lot more in school. My personality would’ve changed, and I would’ve grown a pretty big ego...
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Something’s wrong. I wish I could reach out to you, but then things would get worse.
No matter how hard I try, my best efforts are never enough. Now I realize it’s not my efforts that are the problem… I’m the problem. People just end up not liking me for me, but it’s so hard to change. I want to change myself, and indirectly change for others. Because if others...
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Jealousy is kicking me in the ass so much. I hate this feeling, but I can’t help it. They’re so much better than me, and I can’t beat them, or ever be on the same level as them. I’m not good enough. Jealousy is turning me bitter.
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I always expect the worst.
It seems like whenever I try to expect something good, it never happens. I always get disappointed. I’d rather always expect the worst, than expect the best and be let down. The feeling of disappointment and embarrassment sucks.
Anonymous asked: just do it, or don't Kim.
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NTS: keep working hard. Who cares if it won’t benefit you in the end? Only you do. Stop caring. Do it for yourself, not for others. Stop living off expectations. Stop comparing yourself. Spend time loving the people who love you, instead of hating the people who hate you.
Sigh… If only it were this easy. If only I could just tell myself what to do, and listen to myself. Like my words...
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It still hurts. Some part of me is telling me that revenge is sweet.. But another part of me knows that that’ll just kick me in the ass later on.
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As we get older...
Our morals change. Things that we used to think were “horrible” become things that we don’t mind anymore. I miss the days when we were all innocent, but I guess shit happens and situations change.
Anonymous asked: I'll be seeing you tonight ;) in formal wear ;) YOU BETTER BE COVERED UP!!! :@
diatran asked: Stop being a debbie downer. Your name is not debbit, it's kim!!!
When you find out all these horrible things people have been thinking about you, realization hits. You’re not a good person, and you need to change. But how? Maybe it’s for the better, but it’s incredibly hard to say goodbye to the past 4 years of my life.
Anonymous asked: Thought it may not seem like it now, things will get better. Have faith and keep your head up <3
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My Dearest Kim Nguyen..
michaeldelleva:
Hello Tumblr. Today I would like to devote my tumblr to someone who is very close to me. Her name is Kim Nguyen.
Having talking with her today has truly shown me how much of an inspiration she is to me. Kim is probably one of the only people in this world who deals with so many challenges and still has a smile on her face. She’s been so open with everything and she’s...
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Maybe the most important factor in living a good life is to learn that one will never stop learning. No one is that strong. We all have our breaking points. And when we get there, we will learn to grow from it, stronger and smarter.
Anonymous asked: You should really think more positively, rather than optimistically. Think about all those competitions you've won and everything else you've accomplished with your friends, and you let one thing bring you down? Keep your head up, because there are way more opportunities in the world for someone as talented as you. Keep smiling and learn to accept what it is.
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The instant I think my passion for dance is coming back, something like this happens. All my hard work, dedication, commitment and positive attitude worked up for nothing. All my hard work was put to waste. You tell me, when will it be my turn? When will I get the chance to achieve my personal goals? No matter how hard I try to work, no matter how good I try to become, I will never be good enough....
False hope and hypocrisy… For some reason I get so stirred up whenever I notice this happen. Makes me so upset. Damn.
Nothing can ruin this night.
I’m so happy with life right now :)
Today was such a good day. I love good moods, happy people and good things. And I love my niece the most :)
Stay committed to one. Don't fuck around.
Exactly. F the guy who played me and left me hanging.
One day, I'll find you.
Patience is key.
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Every day I'm [vomiting].
DOO DOO DOO DOO DOODOODOO
DOO DOO DOO DOO DOODOODOO
Freakin gross.
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Expectations.
I’m surrounded by people who never fail to prove that I’m not good enough for them. And don’t tell me I shouldn’t be living up to other peoples’ standards.. Because if none of us had expectations based on our surroundings, we wouldn’t get anywhere.
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Have you ever?
Tonight I’ve been thinking a lot. More than other nights, actually. Have you ever had that thought, “Oh if I were to be stuck in a burning house with this person, this other person would choose to save them over me.” ..? I’m sure a lot of people have. I’m having that right now. Okay, so it’s probably not literal.. But it’s that type of mindset and...
January 2012
"God is love.” 1 John 4:8 : Real Love
patrickorallen:
For a Christian, love is not just a noun it’s a verb that requires action. It is a noun because it is God Himself, “God is love.” 1 John 4:8. It is also a verb because it compels us to concretize it our lives and the lives of others. It is not just used as an excuse of our failure to love like Him. We say, “I am falling out of love, so I will break up with her.” It’s as if love...
This night keeps getting better lol. Sudden urge to just not wake up tomorrow morning.
Guys who are always looking for a new girl to like.. Lol turn off! Is it not normal for someone NOT to like anyone?! Seriously haha.
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I’d dig a green tea frappe and a toke right now but nope.. givin that up. Need to pray cuz God’s high is greater than any high. I was blind. Guess I’m almost back.
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I honestly don’t know why my feelings for you keep coming back. I don’t want to have anything for you anymore… because the more attached I am, the more hurt I get.
When you aren’t asked to be part of something you helped think of… LOL ok! Wow!