The instant I think my passion for dance is coming back, something like this happens. All my hard work, dedication, commitment and positive attitude worked up for nothing. All my hard work was put to waste. You tell me, when will it be my turn? When will I get the chance to achieve my personal goals? No matter how hard I try to work, no matter how good I try to become, I will never be good enough. Not good enough for myself, and clearly not good enough to be where I dreamed to be. Not good enough for others to accept me. And it kills me, because I was told countless times that I AM good enough. I WILL get to where I want to be. But I don’t think that’s the case anymore. All these signs have told me that no, I am not good enough. And no, I will not get to where I want to be. So yes, I should just give up. Giving up, in this case for myself, is seemingly the only option. Giving up on all that I’ve worked for, because all that I’ve worked for has been thrown down the drain.

Simply put, I am not good enough. I will never be good enough.