Anonymous asked: You should really think more positively, rather than optimistically. Think about all those competitions you've won and everything else you've accomplished with your friends, and you let one thing bring you down? Keep your head up, because there are way more opportunities in the world for someone as talented as you. Keep smiling and learn to accept what it is.

Answer:

LOL I think you mean “rather than pessimistically”! I’ve tried :( I honestly thought I was the type of person to never give up! I’d always tell people that giving up leads you no where. But I’ve wasted a lot of time. Those competitions weren’t the work of me. Winning competitions was the work of my dance teachers. They could’ve won without me. I’ve gone this far to realize that dance started out as a hobby, became a passion, and now it’s just something I do but do not love or any longer enjoy. Hate to be a debbie downer, but it’s incredibly hard being happy at this time of night with these many thoughts running through my head. I’m sorry if any of this offends you, I’m a bit bitter this night. I’ll probably regret saying this tomorrow when I read it over again :(