NTS: keep working hard. Who cares if it won’t benefit you in the end? Only you do. Stop caring. Do it for yourself, not for others. Stop living off expectations. Stop comparing yourself. Spend time loving the people who love you, instead of hating the people who hate you.
Sigh… If only it were this easy. If only I could just tell myself what to do, and listen to myself. Like my words have a persuasive and mind-changing power. If only my words could change me.