Something’s wrong. I wish I could reach out to you, but then things would get worse.

No matter how hard I try, my best efforts are never enough. Now I realize it’s not my efforts that are the problem… I’m the problem. People just end up not liking me for me, but it’s so hard to change. I want to change myself, and indirectly change for others. Because if others can’t be happy with me, how could I be happy with myself? If I can’t be happy with myself, how could others be happy with me? It’s weird. I’m not a good person.